Wow im back after, what? 2 years? i had this blog way back in year 8 and now im a big ol' year 10! its crazy how i think i havent changed in all this time, but reading what i said then, i guess i really have, i mean i feel all the same things but stuff has changed, my relationship with blues hasent strangely enough we still act the same, but i hardly ever speak to leonie anymore, i guess going to different schools did pull us apart, it makes me really sad thinking about her, i miss her heaps.

I've watched my friends from school change and grow into the people i love so much, so lets go back to my first entry and see how much, or little they've all changed.

Midge- Still bestfriends, what is it? 10 years and still running strong, shes still my own little anyanka a hyperactive money obsesive blonde with sever neetness problems. though these days shes stighly less of a midget, infact shes kinda lamost my height. shes still as fun as ever, and still rocks the socks off any other slut-muffin out there.

Indii- lately ( the last few days) shes been a lil love sick puppy :P but we all still love her ( no matter how much she calls me a slut) i would still discribe her as sacrier than elmo on ecstasy but i know her well enough to know that for all her screaming shes one of the nicesest most fun(killing) people on the planet. love youse babe.

Both Selena and tits i dont really talk to, were still friends we still sit to gether every lunch time but i dont really have anything to do with them. which i guess is kinda sad.

Yaz- yaz had grown up so much, she so responsible, and perfect, i guess im jelouse that she can be so focused , its just not fair. i miss our talks, but in a way i guess weve grown apart.

Faerie- i dont know how i could have ever called this girl shy, shes so exuberent and excited, she just oozes (wow thats a kool word) confidence these days,but i guess it makes sence, shes one of us... i dont know why that explains it, but it does, im not sure were just the sort of people who get hot so we jump in a fountain, or we carry round hulla-hoops and practice in the middle of town, were often confused with performance artists, i guess hanging with us you just have to get used to being stared at... so thats us now... i guess we havent changed that much.
maybe i just el older or something.
*shrugs*
im sure i could explain it if i were a wordy person.

you see, ive never been a writter, or one to particularily express myself with words, they just dont come to me, so alot of what you see will be extacts of my diary or photos of my friends n me with short blubs.
will anyone find me interesting?
i wonder.

mr sandman bring me a dream.......

every morning i awake only to wish i hadn't the sleep ending is one thing i dread every morning, but this morning when i awoke i desided to write about the pain i now suffer at haveing to go to school today and also the physical pain that i feel but while i do thins i am listening to Mr sandman which is a song about people who share my pain only they REALLY want to drean about a "perfect" guy.  i also had a blood nose this morning which made my wakeing up even worse coz i didnt wake to the abnoxiouse beeping of my alarm but instead i woke to chokeing on my own blood! _{ewwwwwwwwww!!!!!}so gross ^{i _like the _up and _down writing _its so _cool ! it _kinda riminds _me of _ants anyway _goodbye and _if i _happen to _die today _thankyou to _all you _who are _my friends _and put _up with _me on _a daily _baisis.}

phone/pony/leo/bumhead
is my bestest bud alongside with midge and yaz is the one thing i hate about going to my skool coz she goes to another skool it really sux and i miss her heaps i still talk to her and i am really glad that we stay in contact coz that little munchkin is one crazy little thing and it always brightens my day to see her  :)  she likes horse riding which is where pony comes from.
:) i really miss her :)
 

 
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